Mr Grim

Holy Pooooohhh...

Fri, 18 May 2007 05:53:01 GMT

Dam I took a look around every thing here is different. Maybe this is a dead journal.

This is where i kick it most of the time...

http://www.myspace.com/meow21228

Nothing really new with me.. just moving along in a slow pace... hehehe...

I still find it interesting that peeps i work with dont really know who i am and what i am about... Shock...

Oh my... what the fuck... I find myself think abou weird stuff but what different.

Blows the dust off the Journal

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 20:53:34 GMT

Dam this thing is still here...
After all this time this is still up. Things are going really good for me. I'm content with everything. I have been for awhile. I took a break from work to go work another job. That didn't work out for me but it was a good experience. I'm still at Lowes. I moved to another Department and I like it. Inside the building is different. less freedom but i like it. I gotta learn whole new department but i like the change. Even though i know everything outside. I made alot of friends there. People i actualy call friends. What a weird feeling.
I been spending alot of time creating stuff in shop. I like to make stuff and i have lots of talent in it. I just hope i can make something of it. Any... way... I happy.
Chester is doing well for those of you who care. He's currently sleeping on the end of the bed.
Well i gotta go... I have to work from 5pm until work is done.....

Down and Out....

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 15:52:41 GMT

I dont know what is wrong with me but i seem always put myself in the same place. Time after... time after... time... I try keep a positive attitude but life is starting to get down again. I wish i knew the answer that i seek. I wish there was a feel better button... I would push it...

I have nothing better to do...I'm bored... How do i know.. I got 4.95 cent in change in my pocket.. i counted it... 15 dimes, 13 qaurters, 2 nickles, 10 pennies...

Maybe I'll go out......

Yeah... Ok.....

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 02:02:02 GMT

I'm finally get my vacation time. Right now a lot of different things are going on at work. To many people are getting fustrated... I have been knock down to 38 hrs a week... I'm not even able to get the work done. So each day it take longer to get projects done.... I heard they are gonna cut hours back to 32 hours.. Maybe i can pick up a hobby again... But i was have to work at least a few hours every day.. Seem like I am never any where else...
Maybe spend more time with chester..... He's having a hard time trying to adjust to my schedule since each day is different... Maybe his aggression will go away.. he does have sharp claws...
Hum.. I'm still not sure about my someone i'm trying to date. Just seem like everyone in the area just wants to play games... Actually ever wheres... No one ever wants to hang out and do stuff... Maybe I should become a hermit... I would make a good hermit.. I can be kinda crazy...
There is a new girl that works at the store but she is from another store. She knows me and i know her but we dont know where we know each other from.. Like a puzzle... Small world....
I will be going to the first weekend of the maryland Renaissance Festivals... I will how ever miss working there as security.... I wont be able to play good cop bad cop with my buds... Plus i will miss all the free food and all the ladies.. although most of them are teases... But i will be able to enjoy the day without dealing with drunks, old people dieing and missing children....ect..ect..ect...
I'm getting kinda hungary now.. Gotta find something good to eat... gotta go to sleep so as well...

Another day wasted away....

http://www.rennfest.com

Lets just see how it goes today...

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 09:38:09 GMT

My day started at 4am in the morning... Cold pizza with the works Yummy and big cup of coffee.. several cups of coffee.
Lets just say i haven't had a real pleasant day yesterday.. I was kinda depressed ans out of it... Hopefully today will be better...

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 13:23:08 GMT

Last night at work was fun.... Not really... I got to crawl around on all fours... I guess your confused... I know I am.. Ok.. I work outside lawn and Garden. I had to hose down the whole yard.. Thats part is not so bad but the fact that i was soak kinda sucked but it was extremely hot outside... Some of the table are only a few inches off the ground and i have no choice but to be on all fours... The only cool part that i am looking forward to is chrismas.. Thats right.. That way i know the customer will be rude and all that but i get to use a chainsaw... I like chainsaws... Every time i turn around another employee is let go... I just dont understand other people level of common sense... How hard is it to remember safety first. plus i think it's there way of getting rid of people who dont contribute to their share of the work. And it is that time of the year again... I'm not complaining.. I do what i have to.. Hopefully i will make department manager in the spring...

Like a cat chasing his tail

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 17:09:08 GMT

How Come all the people that are like me are so far and so few. Seem the more i try the harder it is. Like a cat chasing his tail. But yet i still keep looking. Only thing that i have to look forward to is another day at work. But at times that drags me down. To many people there wanna stab me in the back but when i confront them they lie and deny what they have said. I could be more evil and i do enjoy that. I dont really complain much but since someone has decided to put a wedge between people who work during the day and people at night. That wedge being me... I'm taking care of all that... this cat still had claws.. even if i dont bite my nails...

Don't know what to do at this point...

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 00:26:02 GMT

Well I had another nice fine lady hit on me a bit today at work. She been working with me for awhile but never would have guess that i would ask her out. She was flirting with me a lot today at work. I do mean alot. I do like the attention. She is very interesting and we have some common interest. I will just have to see how things unfold. She has the most unsual eye color. I think they might be contacts but she said it was her natural eye color. I might go out with her this week. I believe it to be Wednesday.
The only down side is that the other girl that i thought i was going to go out with kinda never really happened. She didn't like the fact the other lady was paying that much attention to me. She kinda the one to blame for that.... I wasn't gonna wait for nothing to happen.
I hope this will the right choice for me...

I'm kinda tired of the internet dating thing... Just seem that no one wants to meet...

Examine My Poll

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 16:21:16 GMT

View Poll: What do You like more about Summer?

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 21:52:19 GMT

finally have a few days off.. But today is the last day. I Got to hide like a hermit for the first part of the weekend due to some test that leave me condem to a world of darkness..... But that ok... I like the darkenss
I'm looking forward to going back to work. Maybe give me something constructive to do... I sure it's like the inmates are running the place during the day with out a warden. I can't wait to see what hell will be waiting. I'm sure I'll have a long list of what to do with no one to help. Oh well... I do what i can do...
I need to get out and do something that crazy.. I need more freak time... I dont get that anymore.. Hum...

What OS are you

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 02:56:34 GMT

Which OS are You?

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 02:30:58 GMT

Nothing really happened today.. I just get the run around for a few hours... I finally caught the last cat at work. You think that it was catching some untamed wild beast. People.... They just dont understand.. Just a kitten... Well they all have bene caught.. I think.. there was 4 kittens.... I caught two of them... Now i can get on with my work...
Poor critter was scared.... But at least it gonna have a better life now... My hours are so weird at work.. I hope that i can get a break soon.. maybe a few normal days would be good.... Cool part is that i can use a chainsaw at work.. So... hehehehe.. chainsaw rule...
I see a pattern here.. every time i'm on here chester is sleeping at the coroner of my bed... I think i gonna join him now... see yah later peeps....

Whats up?

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 03:29:11 GMT

I never seem to remember my password on here... I always forget that you need a number on it... To many passwords are needed... Work in going ok for me now. Now that i have dealt with dealing with the co- workers. All is good... I am looking forward to being promoted again.
Seem all that i do is work now... I guess thats part of what i have to do... Chester ha s a hard time dealing with me not being here for him. A lot of changs are getting ready to take place at work. I know to much information. For some reason people want to tell me everything. It's good and bad. I been in complete charge since the manager has been on vacation almost two weeks now. I think i doing a good job keeping everyone in line.

Yeah for me

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 13:32:44 GMT

Yeah for me I got promoted at work. Entry level management... I'll just have to see how it goes... I'm sure i have a few new enemies because of it. You Make the bed you sleep in.... I guess my hard work is finally paying off...

I'll try to keep this up to date....

Chester is doing fine and he says Meow....

Howdy

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 18:14:01 GMT

Well here i am... I kinda Met someone nice. I like being around her. I dont know but i think i'm just chasing my tail.... It Just seem that way... we always flirt with other through out the day. I gotta admit she better at it than me. We only hung out maybe twice but i dont know if anything gonna come of this. I think she just like teasing me. She says she like me cause i make her laugh and she does laugh alot. I know I'm bit out of the normal but i have always been out of the norm. I want something more serious... She know that i do but she just not ready yet... How long would one have to wait.. I dunno cause... What happen when i stop trying.... She Hopes that i dont.... She make me smile all the time and i make laugh...
I found out also that it is ok for vegetarians to eat animal cracks. Wasn't sure since i never met one before(A vegetarians). You know they are animal shaped crackers.
Work has been good for me. Gives me something to do... hehehehe... dam it got rice stuck in my keyboard. I got a raise at work... Plus I'm also the person that everyone talks to... Evil grin with knowledge that not one should have.. hahahaha.. I feel secure here.. Maybe cause i'm finally at place where no one can screw me out of my job. I feel that soon I will be team leader. Well at least i hope to be since i have told them my interest.... During the day I get to dictate the work when the manager not there to a point. I'm almost consider to be a plant specailist... Like what so hard about that... Dam idiots... hehehehe.... I know for a fact that i will be there in the department all year round.... I'm already the receiver fro all the plants in the department. I guess people cant count.. Or maybe i am anal about making sure certain things are done.
I Will have a cool new scar soon. Chester loves me but doesn't deal well with his new Diet. I can never seem to get any sleep at all. Well he did get well. Never turn your back on an angry cat. I now have a new method for taking care of this. I'm his drug dealer. He needs his smack... In other words cat nip helps alot... Maybe I should try.... Oh yeah... I have in cookies... hehehehehe... anyway....
So long crew members....

Hello

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 23:57:12 GMT

I'm still alive and kicking... Dont seem to have much time for here... But I'll try to keep it up to date... Later

Meow

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 06:45:25 GMT

You are a black cat, stubborn yet friendly, you

stick to your values and preferences, and no

one can convince you otherwise! You are the

legendary cat of mystery.

What color of cat are you?
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UGHhh...........................................

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 23:24:41 GMT

Well Here i am... Life Sucks... Yet it continues... I keep asking myself... Why do i bother... Why... I only keep hurting myself... Sometimes i wonder what it would be like if i never existed... Do i even make an impact at all... Does anyone care... If i did would i be on here... All i want is what ever one else has... Well only in sense that i need someone to share my life with... It's like a fucking Puzzle but I keep trying to connect the wrong piece over and over again... So in that sense I'm not feeling complete... I was feeling so good as if I won lottery or something... Am i that different that no one wants to be with me...

Chilling.....

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 03:55:30 GMT

How disappointed i am when i look at the bottom of the lid and it states " Sorry Not A Winner Do yourself a favor and Play Again"

I shake a bag of cat nip and seen the reaction of chester...
Step one: Meows and attack and claws his stratching post
Step two: eats cat nip while his back twitches
step three: lays on the floor with his glased over eyes

I hoping for ore of a reaction this time... Like before when ran all over the house like a mad man...
On the lighter side of things.. it is nice out

I took sometime to clean the garage some more... made room for weight bench.. Looking foraward to getting that started again....

What i really need is a good drink... one that makes you happy... I haven't found one of those yet.. But if i inveneted it... I would be Rich... Um.. wait a minute... Ok.. Just one of my Names... Rich, Rick, Richard, Mr.Grim... and I been called a few other names that i wont mention...

It's just weird hOw everyone is at times... Has the whole World Gone mad... Do i even really care... Hum... I guess i do in a small faction... I need to get out make some new friends... I hate Same Ols same Old crap........................

I guess I do Have a few things to look forward to at the end of the month... Going Go see the O's play on August 29th and Also going to go to Green Day concert on August 30.......

Kinda wanna head out in a few minutes to get the Mango mix made by Rose's cocktail infusion...
Yummy.. I'm sold.. I'm outta here for now...

Here I am.......... Like you fucking care......

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 08:15:15 GMT

I just got back yesterday from the OC... That would be thursday... Didn't get much sun there at all... I got more slaving in the yard to get it back to normal... Chester gave me all kinds of loving when i got back... Actually the loving has stopped yet unless he's asleep... I think i would like to live near the water but Not really at an OC enviroment... Does anyone really read my Journal... Well I added two more shot glasses to my shot glass collection... Not like i was going away to have anyway.. I'm just glad I'm back... I like to Sleep in my own bed... Ah.. feels like home... Well at least i got away from all the drama... I'm actually surprised i still up... I baked in the sun all day cutting the gras and doing other stuff... I dont know why i dont mind the heat... I like it Hot... More so than the cold weather... Most people can't stand the heat... Not sur what my plans are for the weekend but i neeed to figure something out... Just seem that everyone not getting along much and that peeps are at each other... I dont know if I even care any more...

I got a Pray Mantis in the back yard... he seem to like to hang on the house... it a good size one... He at least 4" tall... I think i give chester some cat nip and watch him tear through the house.. it's funny to watch him on smack.. Makes me laugh...

Ummm.. yeah... I'm Caffiend

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 06:27:37 GMT

I do have to admit the freak were out last night... I mean to night cause the sun hasn't risen... I feel like a dam vampire... I dont consider it a new day until the sun has come up... Actually thats not to far away from now... I'll try to get me some new pics up of myself and maybe chester too... I have so much to say but no desire to say them... I sure some peeps out there wanna see me... Or do they...

I think i love coffee... why else would i drink it all day.... and stay up all night...

.... I'm back among the living..... Who summoned me... right away...

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 03:09:22 GMT

It's weird when i think things are gonna change... They don't they stay the same... Or if they do change for the better it just a slow dragged out Process... Well I can't really complain...

Somthing I was gonna post... So i will anyway...

I'm not in your World... I'm in Our World... Maybe I can only see that....
Remove your head from your ass... Your Hurting everyone...
Soon you will force everyone away... Alone and bitter...
You always gotta argue and have the last word...
It's not always about you and only you...

Sunday.. Sunday... SUNDAY!!!

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 05:55:21 GMT

Sunday I got to sleep in late...
Chester Didn't bother me at all... He let me sleep...
I decide to hang and go to Panera Bread.. It's better than star Bucks
Pretty much for the rest of the day just relaxed at home...
Later went over Colin house and watched a few movies untila 1am

Not to shabby of a day

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 01:37:53 GMT

Inspite of all thing that went wrong I had a great day.
Not getting enuff sleep for last two days
Be woken by constant Poking while having a cool dream
Listening to people bicker over senseless stuff
Losing my dinner to to thousand flies
Spilling Picture of tea all over myself
Finding a big Mess in a bathroom
Having an Arguement with someone

Despite all that I had a great day... I feel good and freshed... For many reasons... I was at a crab feast today it was awesome... probally ate 2 dozen of crabs... All of them were good... Found out that i got an invite to go to OBX in july next year...

Give me Some Smack...

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 17:46:55 GMT

I feel Like a pot head. I'm really burnt out. My brain can't think. I gotta doctor appoint.. Not looking forward to going... I only have to so i can keep my prescription filled. The Doctor a nice guy. He has been my family doctor since I was really young. What a relief chester woke me again today but with out the claws. Alway same time evry morning. I think he can read the clock. Animal have a sense that we dont. Beside his sense of hunger.... hehehe... When he meets some one new he runs and hides but each time it take a little longer before he leaves until he knows your friendly. I do How ever find it weird that that he is extremely terrified of one person more than most. Maybe he know something I dont. I am Blind to most things around me. ahhh.... Ah Coffee nectar of the freaks... I been feeling a little better lately... I dont know why... I'm not Depressed but i am angry abit.. Until chester give me loving and I all happy for awhile... Little bugger is here with me now... Crashed on the floor... All stretched out... Looks like he jumping but but he has the pause button on... I let him out with me last night while I just and stared at the stars and moon... Mostly the moon.. It was warm out but i didn't mind at all... Just seem that darkness of the night is like security blanket for me. I feel so comfortable in the dark... It's a shame that we spend to much time in the daylight and not enuff in the twilight... It feel like home... A place i wanna go...